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description: "26-4-3 Can't really talk about experience, let me talk about why I lost money. It's like a dog can't stop eating 💩. I don't know how to reflect, the core issue is that I no longer care about this money, just thinking about not depositing or withdrawing. 🙁 Then I kept losing, losing, losing. And then I became reckless.But why would I have such thoughts? I don't make a lot of money myself. Am I numb?Stocks1. Went all-in against the trend on 2x Tesla, heavily positioned on impulse. Lost $200.Options2. Bought options at 1.2, didn't sell when it rose to 1.88, ended up cutting losses at 0.3. Multiple times.3. Averaged down on losses, 😭 yesterday from 1.5 to 0.8 then added at 1.1. Finally sold 2 contracts at 0.3. Lost 2600 big yesterday.4. Currently have 8300 left. Cumulative loss is about 210k. Many people told me to stop. Around 21.30, I started thinking about gambling one more time, gambling one more time 😈. After 21.30, started making money but didn't take profits, then kept losing and holding until it turned into a loss. Then accidentally fell asleep. $Tesla(TSLA.US)$Direxion Daily TSLA Bull 2X Shares(TSLL.US)$NVIDIA(NVDA.US)$Apple(AAPL.US)$Invesco QQQ Trust(QQQ.US)$SPDR S&P 500(SPY.US)"
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# 26-4-3 Can't really talk about experience, let me …


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## Comments (7)

- **稳中求进不忘初心 · 2026-04-03T10:51:02.000Z · 👍 1**: Brother Z is still not decisive enough. You need to establish some trading discipline and execute it properly, or leave the market for a while and review your trades thoroughly. I feel the same way.
- **小西瓜. · 2026-04-03T05:05:19.000Z · 👍 3**: My daily target is $50. I only trade large-cap stocks like double M7 or triple QQQ semiconductor ETFs. If I lose twice on small-cap stocks, I don't dare to play anymore. After the first hour of trading, I go in and out quickly. I exit when I reach my expected profit. If it takes off after I sell, so
  - **9527—9527** (2026-04-03T11:42:25.000Z): Agree, I'm the same now, 50 or a hundred, just take it, anyway, just day trading.
- **Don't starve Together · 2026-04-03T03:55:24.000Z · 👍 1**: Don't play with expiration date options if you're prone to falling asleep... Buy some 6-month options, find cheap ones in M7 to buy.
  - **Z兄交易笔记** (2026-04-03T07:18:23.000Z): Indeed. The apocalypse is not friendly.
- **脆皮大学牲 · 2026-04-03T03:53:53.000Z · 👍 1**: How did it break ten thousand all of a sudden, bro z? 😂
  - **小西瓜.** (2026-04-03T05:02:51.000Z): It was over twenty thousand before I started trading.