--- title: "Stock live trading P174: No passion left." type: "Topics" locale: "en" url: "https://longbridge.com/en/topics/39720700.md" description: "Now I have little passion for creation. I used to write thousands of words casually every day. I'd read history, read martial arts novels, and after finishing, I could write essays of several hundred words. Now I don't write anymore. Since exiting the stock market, my creative drive has also sharply declined. My favorite thing before was getting up in the morning to write trading reviews, but now I'm too lazy to do that either. Actually, there wasn't much to review in the first place. It's just those few positions sitting there every day; what is there to review? Before, I was moving every day, moving recklessly every day, which is why I reviewed every day. But now, I am the market, and the market is me. There's nothing left to write. I have already merged with the market, basically won't trade, and certainly won't gamble..." datetime: "2026-04-04T07:00:41.000Z" locales: - [en](https://longbridge.com/en/topics/39720700.md) - [zh-CN](https://longbridge.com/zh-CN/topics/39720700.md) - [zh-HK](https://longbridge.com/zh-HK/topics/39720700.md) author: "[股神小顾](https://longbridge.com/en/profiles/13638348.md)" --- > Supported Languages: [简体中文](https://longbridge.com/zh-CN/topics/39720700.md) | [繁體中文](https://longbridge.com/zh-HK/topics/39720700.md) # Stock live trading P174: No passion left. I don't have much passion for creation now, but I used to write thousands of words a day casually. I'd read history, read martial arts, and after finishing, I could write a few hundred words of casual notes. Now I don't write anymore. Since I quit the stock market, my creativity has also declined sharply. My favorite thing used to be getting up in the morning to write a trading review, but now I'm too lazy to write it. Actually, there wasn't much to review in the first place. It was just the same few positions sitting there every day, what was there to review? Before, I was moving every day, moving chaotically every day, that's why I reviewed every day. Now, I am the market, and the market is me. There's nothing left to write. I've already merged with the market, basically won't trade, and certainly won't gamble. Slowly accumulating capital, slowly making money. Slowly discovering the various beauties of life. I walk tens of thousands of steps every day, meeting all kinds of people, talking to various people. I eat a ketogenic diet every day, haven't eaten rice for 6 days, only fish, meat, protein, and fat. I'm visibly getting better day by day. It's just that it would have been so good if I could have done these things when I had money before. How happy I would be now. But I still haven't lost everything now, I can cover my own bottom. I believe my story won't end like this. I go through hellish things every day. But I can still greet tomorrow with a brand new state. Have you ever experienced a margin call that lost you millions? Have you ever been ridiculed and scolded by everyone? Have you ever been beaten up and injured in a foreign land with nowhere to go? Have you ever been coldly stared at and mocked by countless people on the roadside? Have you ever been mocked and cursed by dozens of people in various ways every day? I've experienced everything, but I haven't fallen. I will ultimately be the winner. ## Comments (18) - **SK117 · 2026-04-06T02:21:04.000Z · 👍 2**: Kai Si, don't play dead, don't chicken out. Go to Macau quickly to collect the duck money, then do what you're best at—expiring options—only then can you turn things around in one go. - **Lu Lu** (2026-04-06T03:43:05.000Z): You have your point🤭 - **公司动力 · 2026-04-05T20:22:52.000Z**: Stop playing after winning next time and live a good life. - **顾神与chatgtp · 2026-04-04T15:17:39.000Z · 👍 2**: If he really has changed, he will remain silent. - **跟顾神反着买 · 2026-04-04T14:53:42.000Z · 👍 1**: Stock god, everyone is supporting you and urging you to improve. You still don't get it. I really envy you for having so many people guiding you.Early success is easy to capsize; achieving greatness later in life is the true path. - **浙江忧郁二代 · 2026-04-04T12:37:21.000Z · 👍 2**: Gu Shen, I just want to say I'm wishing you well, hoping you make money and are happy 👻 - **Innocent · 2026-04-04T11:34:37.000Z · 👍 1**: Warren Buffett, ketoacidosis from not eating carbs is no joke. - **長野原烟花店交易员 · 2026-04-04T11:20:32.000Z · 👍 1**: 666, and there's behavior that defies biological common sense 👿So you don't want to consume carbs, just fats and proteins, right? - **左侧+耐心 · 2026-04-04T09:51:19.000Z**: It's different now, bro. People are all like that, and so am I. Sometimes you have to be at death's door before you can find a way out. - **Lu Lu · 2026-04-04T07:49:50.000Z · 👍 8**: Bro, I've also been margin called a few times, don't worry too much about it. Failure is the mother of success, you'll succeed one day. But maybe not in stock trading, fate has its own plans, perhaps in writing, or in making money. - **SK117** (2026-04-06T02:19:01.000Z): This guy is playing dead now, not that interested in collecting the deposit either. - **小鹿的屋 · 2026-04-04T07:07:09.000Z**: Did you really get a margin call for millions? - **zag · 2026-04-04T07:06:15.000Z · 👍 3**: Go to the place you like and play for two days, then you'll know what to write. - **邹子文** (2026-04-04T11:29:45.000Z): Where is this? - **zag** (2026-04-04T11:31:54.000Z): Switzerland, the valley is Lauterbrunnen. - **邹子文** (2026-04-04T11:40:55.000Z): Thanks - **GLORY · 2026-04-04T07:05:32.000Z**: Please, God of Stocks, show us the way 📈 - **三色堇 · 2026-04-04T07:04:04.000Z**: zsbd