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description: "This time... my heart seems to have truly fallen... I've never felt such a strong sense of failure. I doubt myself every day and fear investing. My account initially made a profit of up to 500,000 with stocks and options, then fell underwater because of options, rose again to a profit of 200,000, and then another massive drop in long-term options... underwater... Will I be able to get back up this time?Learned to use margin in January.Learned to buy a lot of options in May.In May and June, I was dizzy and breaking out in cold sweat from the drop in options.Missed many opportunities, and I don't even know if I'll be able to buy US stocks in the future... So helpless.$Micron Tech(MU.US)$Tema Space Innovators ETF(NASA.US)"
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# This time... my heart seems to have truly fallen..…


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## Comments (13)

- **古德古德 · 2026-06-14T06:05:28.000Z**: Then just wait for the next Nasdaq golden pit to play, the market always has sure-win opportunities, keep your ammunition.
- **缅A韭菜来美股发展 · 2026-06-11T06:53:43.000Z**: How come you lost so much in May? It's a one-sided bull market, what did you buy? Just buy the top 10 stocks by trading volume or go 2x long, don't touch anything else.
  - **咆哮小喵** (2026-06-11T06:54:17.000Z): Options... a lot of options
- **一股不卖 · 2026-06-11T06:05:55.000Z**: It's no different from gambling if you play it this way
  - **咆哮小喵** (2026-06-11T06:51:06.000Z): I really feel like I've become a gambler
  - **咆哮小喵** (2026-06-11T06:51:20.000Z): All the efforts over these years have been in vain... 0 points
- **粤海散户 · 2026-06-11T05:10:47.000Z**: Take it slow, focus on the main board. Too bad I can't buy more later 🤣🤣
  - **咆哮小喵** (2026-06-11T05:12:56.000Z): The last day today
  - **大陆锁仓2年** (2026-06-12T02:19:41.000Z): I think we can still buy now.
- **闪迪 · 2026-06-11T04:43:15.000Z · 👍 1**: This volatility is huge, can you sleep at night?
  - **咆哮小喵** (2026-06-11T04:48:39.000Z): Slept only 4 hours every day in May, totally numb.
- **zuricher0528 · 2026-06-11T04:38:15.000Z**: Don't be discouraged, I'm a bit worse off than you.
  - **咆哮小喵** (2026-06-11T04:49:45.000Z): I can't adjust myself anymore. I could survive the tariff war and the US-Iran war even when it fell to 200,000 underwater... But this sense of failure tells me I really want to give up.