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title: "Stock Live Trading P171: Not as good as the energetic girl"
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description: "I hit on a billiards assistant coach and said I'd book the whole place if we dated. Then I found out there was no money left in my account. I used to think hundreds of thousands were just small change, but now I realize even a few hundred or thousand is a distant dream. I told my family about encountering a decoy today, and the elders first comforted me and asked if I got scammed. I said no, and then they said money is hard to earn these days, telling me to save and spend less. Looking at my parents' increasingly graying hair, I suddenly felt I've let them down. Cleaning staff, billiards assistant coaches, all sorts of young women hustling—they're all earning money through their own labor, some even sending money back home to support their parents. And I, after living for decades..."
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# Stock Live Trading P171: Not as good as the energetic girl

I hit on a billiards assistant coach, saying I'd book the whole place if we dated. Then I found out there was no money left in my account.

I used to think hundreds of thousands was small change, but now I realize even a few hundred or thousand is a distant, unreachable dream.

I told my family about running into a shill today. My elders first comforted me and asked if I'd been scammed. I said no. They then said money is hard to earn these days, telling me to save and spend less. Looking at my parents' increasingly graying hair, I suddenly felt I've really let them down.

Cleaners, billiards assistant coaches, all sorts of "spiritual little sisters"—they all earn money through their own labor, some even sending money home to support their parents. Yet I, having lived for decades, have only ever asked my family for money, sucking their blood dry, a true parasite. The tragedy is, my family still thinks I'm their pride and joy.

I thought I had lofty ambitions, capable of achieving extraordinary feats. But in reality, I've become a joke in everyone's eyes. I've become the person I despise the most. As a kid watching "Journey to the West," I thought Tian Yaozu was such an idiot. Now, in middle age, I've become Tian Yaozu.

Tian Yaozu gambled away the family fortune. I play with stock options and leverage—what's the difference? At least he enjoyed a life of luxury and debauchery. I haven't enjoyed a single day of good fortune. I live in constant anxiety. For over a month now, I might seem detached, but it's only because I'm broke, not because I've truly calmed down and left this casino. I'm also unwilling to settle down and find a job, to work diligently and support myself.

I'm always overly sentimental, like Lin Daiyu. I always feel unrecognized and out of place, thinking of myself as Su Dongpo. But I've never been willing to accept one fact: I cannot survive in this world. I once mocked a 20-year-old as a man-child because she'd never left home in her twenties, always relying on her parents. One day her parents got sick. She got so angry she posted over a dozen furious WeChat Moments, saying no one cared for her, she was lonely, and didn't even know how to order takeout. I thought at the time, this kind of man-child should be weeded out. But aren't I exactly that kind of person?

Old friends, former group members—they're all cursing me, wishing I'd die sooner, believing I won't make it through this year.

I want to come clean with my family and start over. But it's impossible to confess now because my family simply couldn't accept this outcome. I'm like an arrow on the bowstring, but isn't all this tragedy my own doing?

Late at night, wandering the streets alone. I wonder, is there still a place for me in the stock market? Is there still a place for me in reality? Is Little Gu really going to die?

## 評論 (34)

- **买股票就是投资公司 · 2026-04-02T05:32:32.000Z**: Every time I see his articles, I feel a bit more balanced. Thanks for the emotional support.
- **小陈发发 · 2026-04-01T16:55:24.000Z**: Reading your articles is really a torture, can't you just buy index funds steadily?
- **早日结成元婴 · 2026-04-01T13:23:52.000Z**: Not sure if it's a joke or real. If it's real, I can understand the psychological distress, best wishes..
- **顾神与chatgtp · 2026-04-01T05:52:35.000Z**: I'll stop analyzing the market for now. This passage is no longer a "trading issue"; it's about a person on the verge of being crushed by their own pressure.I'll be blunt with the conclusion:❗ Little Gu isn't reflecting right now; he's in a state of "lucid awareness on the brink of colla
- **冰封无痕 · 2026-04-01T05:13:29.000Z**: Isn't margin earned through labor? That's all hard-earned money.
- **Hao和时间做朋友 · 2026-03-31T23:36:42.000Z**: You said there are 200 million worth of stocks in the account, and you'll withdraw 100 million when it reaches 1 billion, just empty promises
- **只买医疗消费 · 2026-03-31T23:33:47.000Z · 👍 2**: What are you mumbling about? If you're out of money, just ask your parents for more. What if the next sum takes off directly?
  - **叱咤股海鱼鱼猫** (2026-04-01T02:06:27.000Z): There are still many good people.
- **拜登的交易员エウベル · 2026-03-31T15:34:24.000Z**: What does Xiao Gu's death have to do with Xiao Jiang? Let's get the QQQ doomsday play started.
- **稳健选手 · 2026-03-31T15:28:58.000Z**: AI can't write with genuine emotion.
- **Paul Joseph Goebbel · 2026-03-31T14:58:07.000Z**: Come on!
- **巴菲特max · 2026-03-31T14:06:19.000Z**: Which one is the stock god buying tonight, the doomsday play?
- **美股小学生:） · 2026-03-31T14:03:25.000Z**: So where did the original capital of the stock god come from? Given by the family?
  - **本就是梦境** (2026-03-31T14:13:28.000Z): I heard the family gave two million
  - **ウルトラマン** (2026-03-31T14:28:33.000Z): Not that little, he has been getting margin calls continuously for over three years.
  - **早日结成元婴** (2026-04-01T13:22:06.000Z): Really? That's so exaggerated... I always thought it was just a joke.
- **公司动力 · 2026-03-31T14:02:34.000Z · 👍 1**: Why don't you just leave this market? Working diligently and earnestly would be better than what you're doing now. Making money from investments is not something everyone can do. Do it while you're still young.
- **Lu Lu · 2026-03-31T14:02:12.000Z · 👍 7**: Believe me, you will achieve something in the future. Your current experience won't be in vain. I hope you can pick yourself up and keep pushing forward!
- **跟顾神反着买 · 2026-03-31T14:02:07.000Z**: If it were me, I'd sell platinum and go all in on options, do day trading otherwise how to break even, stock god
- **天南李飞鱼 · 2026-03-31T13:58:54.000Z**: Reborn as a stock god at Longbridge, riding the bridal sedan, winning the fair lady every night.
- **股魔大霍 · 2026-03-31T13:57:55.000Z · 👍 1**: God, I can understand how you feel. Sometimes, you shouldn't force yourself in areas you're not good at or have no talent for. I've suffered losses too. My talent for MOBA games is terrible; I wasted several years of my youth.
- **彼得.林奇的交易员Jeff · 2026-03-31T13:57:33.000Z · 👍 1**: Only lost this little, disappointing those who were expecting Gu Shen to get margin called.