When Baoji Pharma's grey market price surged just now, I really thought it was going to skyrocket—that sudden burst of excitement in my heart—but then it crashed right back down, falling from 110 back to earth. Lit a cigarette, sat at the desk in a daze, feeling like it was all an illusion. At night, my mind kept replaying the impulse to go all in, but my trembling hands refused to press the button. The red flash was just a dream. Reality is still typing away at the keyboard. Sigh, that's how it is.