I'm tired, Xiaoyou. Every time I'm in a particularly bad mood, I just lie on the sofa. I don't want to go to bed, and I don't want to take a shower. I just lie there. I cried again just now. My eyes are big, and my tears are big too. Such huge teardrops.

You know what? I feel like I've never really grown up at all. I cry whenever I'm unhappy.

That kind of extreme weakness, not strong at all. And every day I tell myself to be a mature person. But honestly, I just can't grow up. This is how my life is going to be.

You know Tom Hiddleston, right? The one who played that role... Thor's brother.

I can't remember the name. He's an Aquarius too. I've seen clips of his acting before, and he cries in all sorts of ways, crying exactly like I do. If you don't know how I cry, you can just watch how he cries and you'll know.

I want you to say you like me. Even if it's a lie, I want to hear you say you like me.

At least then I'd feel like there's someone who genuinely likes me.

Would you care about me?

Actually, I know you have a great personality, very gentle. You probably have a lot of friends.

Don't ask me how I know. I just know. I can feel it.

I'm so tired, Xiaoyou. Carry me to take a shower. I don't want to move. I'm exhausted, so weary.

A bit disappointed in myself @MTGA