This month, Longbridge lost 43k, feeling so bad that I want to cry. Don't dare to think about it 😭, numb. Reasons for the loss: 1. Bad speculative behavior, refusing to cut losses and fighting the market, losing more by adding to losing positions. 2. Bad picks. Bought all meme stocks and expiring options. High volatility, uncontrollable, money just disappeared while trading. 3. Stubborn, obstinate, blind 🤦‍♂️. 4. Turn back before it's too late, turn back before it's too late. The most important rule is not to lose money, don't chase speed, the result of speed is losing money quickly. Aim not to lose money, aim to make money. Slow is fine, just don't lose money! 🙃5. Let me cry a bit more 😭...