$XTALPI(02228.HK)

Sharing my current psychological state as a shareholder: I checked the market at the opening this morning and felt it was going to be another uneventful day, so I closed the app and went about my business.

After lunch, I opened the app and took a glance, and my temper flared instantly. Those damn manipulators and short-sellers, I've already killed them twice in my mind. In the afternoon, seeing the stock price drop to 10.55 was just too agonizing. I hit the sell button, ready to clear my position. I don't want to waste any more time; I'm going to put everything into $Tempus AI(TEM.US). Because I've reminded myself more than once—the land that birthed Neusoft Group can produce great companies that benefit humanity and contribute to modern civilization. But as for listed companies, they either rely on institutional monopolies, shareholder connections, or government ties. Occasionally, there are good entrepreneurs, like Jia Yueting of LeEco, who is also just a frontman (a pawn in Project Zero).

When I pressed the sell button, a confirmation prompt popped up and made me hesitate again. I wondered if I was being too irrational right now? What was my original reason for buying the shares? I've held them for over a year now. Am I too focused on short-term price fluctuations? Has the stock's volatility already affected Jingtai's future operations? I thought through each of these questions one by one, then silently canceled the order, cursing viciously in my heart: F*ck. Your. Mother. B*tch. This is just a psychological game played by the main controlling funds, and I almost fell into the trap.

Then I posted this and am about to close the app to go play my World of Tanks.