Stock live trading P124: Lost until becoming a walking corpse

Woke up and saw my account, no longer feel any fluctuation in my heart

My heart is dead, my heart is like water, my heart has entered stagnant water

I used to weave a pink dream for myself, a dream of breaking even, now the dream is shattered, I'm old, lost all my money, what I got in return is an increasingly aging face, what I got in return is a reputation full of blame

I was originally a beauty, why a clown? I was originally a beauty, why a clown?

Is it the heavens playing tricks on me, or is it the greed, anger, and ignorance in my heart that led me to the dark path?

I looked at the stocks and options in my hand, sighed deeply, Pinduoduo, now, path, fig, Microsoft, meta, Netflix, Adobe, strictly speaking, except for now, path, fig (these three were bought by copying homework, the rest are nothing to worry about) but losing heavily every day, endless decline, doesn't it prove I was wrong? I said I wouldn't copy homework, why did I trust others?

I went short on volatility, have been losing for three weeks in a row, isn't volatility supposed to go down forever? Why is my luck so bad, either sideways or up, is it the heavens playing tricks on me, or did I choose the wrong timing?

How can I make myself remember the lesson? Tattoo the lesson on my body? I'm also lost, lost all my money, what's the use of reviewing, can reviewing recover the loss? I smiled bitterly

Sad music floated from the restaurant, a sentence flashed through my mind: The only one who can save stock god Xiao Gu is stock god Xiao Gu himself

May I get the Heaven Sword, to slay the thief in my heart